Love is dumb but I want ours back

Your name is always playing in my head like the over played songs on the radio.

You were my first kiss I didn't see it coming and after we didn't know what to say,

you haven't kissed me since. 

You text me to ask how I'm doing.

 To be honest I miss you I miss us like my blue teddy bear that I had when I was little and couldn't fall asleep without. 

Every time my phone buzzes I hope it's you saying we made a mistake and that you miss me back. 

Life seemed better with you.

I didn't want it to end.

I didn't want to let you go.

My phone just buzzed it wasn't you this is ridiculous I'm waiting for a text that's never gonna come. 

I want your scent to cling to my clothes  and the taste of your lips to linger on mine like liquor on a drunks breath strong  and hard to not notice I want you to hold me like we are chains in a lock and the key has been thrown away I want you to hold my hand and move your thumb up and down on the back of mine I want you to cuddle with me like Netflix and chill because after one movie ends another one begins because after one movie end another one begins.